i have no one :(

hmm,, bit emotional, but what can I do else written some heart describtion..
what will you do in between six day.? and will you let someone that you love away for reason you wanted to see em happy..? could you feel what im felt aite now.?
question mark.. haha why suddently being like this..?

no point if you really aprreciated her/him but em doesn't and even dont care about it,, how cruel em aite.? yeah.. that what we call 'LIFE' full with acomplicated situasion, horrable and blahblah.. kinda disappointed aite now, I felt like I'VE NOTHIN' totally lost. :(

god.! why you choosin' me.? it's not enough for you to see me all night long cried like a baby who need a mom in the bad..? im fully tired with this,, always and always screwed.. why you create a soul for human? why suppose to? why I must have a disappear LOVE..? why should happen on it.? did I do somethin' wrong with ..

people can said : 'life must go on and dont thinlin' to much, no matter what happen you have to brave' .. yeah it is true,, but did you know what exactly meanin' of that? can you tell me .. haha no one know's a girl hopefull, I'de try to be happies like b4 but I can't, the problem is no one can get my heart back.. no one.! even family, frens or ...... no one .! he trough me away.. till I broke down ..

what are you has thinkin' about that..? seing like im happy enough.? how lucky I am.. had LOVE someone that never appreciate what I've done, never thankfull or never realized truely heart for him, so hard to say 'I LOVE YOU' .. sometyme I quit jelous on my frens, 2gether go somewhere, huggin' and chill .. but me..? never said 'HAPPY ANNIVERSARY' areast of my life .. almost 2gether 1 years and half but look's like nothin'..

so sad aite.!? he run when he want and he came back when he lost and he did the same thin' more tyme's .. but i ignore that coz only reason of my heart is I know he love me but he still not confident to say or speak .! maybe this is my way GOD had given.. I've to take the challenged to be struggle and strong in relationship.. I will find out somehow.. INSYALLAH....